OPA!

Oh Emm Gee...

what a weekend. i def had my own spring break 09. im going to break it down for you...

Saturday- rebecca and ginger land in Orlando. we get our white convertible rent-a-car. (felt quite sexy). get lunch. walmart. show them my hot lil apt. go to there hotel (executive sweet) it was good stuff. felt like a rockstar. then we took a town car to Opa's. Holy hell. dancing on tables. napkins everywhere. and drinking an entire pitcher of drinks = one drunk rebecca. and one FUNNY night. i seriously have never laughed so hard my entire life. i have pictures...but there more black mail than blog approved. 

Sunday- the rain rolled in. :/ so we laughed round the hotel for a lil. allowing rebecca to nurse herself back to health from the night before. go to the mall. dropped it like true divas. and got some sick outfits for da clurb. go to Phouse where it apparently was my turn to be the drunk one. saw the some beautiful ladies perform. laughed. loved. had my man with me. they got to meet some of my friends see what true drag is like. im drunk at this point so we go to IHop to get me some food. where i proceed to vom in the bathroom. yup im classy. meet some shady friends that wanted to have sex with rebecca. lol then we went back to the hotel where i passed out like britney spears after...well everything. 

Monday- started with rockstar roomservice. literally served to us in bed. cause we got it like that. then we went to DAK. saw some shows. (sorry bry) ate some good food. then we had to head over to Epcot where we met up with Dusters. ate at 9 Dragons in china. tin tin was our waiter. (lol) it was amazing. walked around. relived my 1st date with dusty watching illuminations. top night. then we went to incredible ink to get a matching tattoo with rebecca.                                                                                               much cuter in person. it's a 'v' with a leaf. stating that we both pledge to be veg for life. its like kelly green though it doesnt look it in this picture. but i love it. 

then they left today. :( but the weekend def caught up with me cause i am wore out. it was one of the best weekends of my life. i prob have never laughed or been so innapporiate in my entire life. but thats what friends are supposed to do right. 

live.laugh.love.

i wish i could sing like india aire does. although im sure it would sound weird coming out of a tiny lil white boy. still her music inspires me. and makes me feel so creative and at peace. i love. 

so i called in today. opened up all the windows. cleaned the house. took a day for me. i know i took like 2 of those last week too...but what can ya do? rebecca gets here tomorrow. i may have already pissed myself because of how excited i am. were getting a tattoo on monday...only not on my leg. and not so big. were getting in our our wrists.  im excited. rebecca for real is my other half. she gets me so much on so many different levels. she's straight up my karen. i adore her. and i cant wait for the adventures of this weekend. spring break 09 bitches!

days like this really make me think about...i dunno everything. past. where it's gotten me now. how thankful i am. 

i mean really Dusty is my favorite thing in life. i'll just throw that out there right now. 

i can not wait til May 17th. Bahamas baby. with my baby. it's going to be perfection. get jealous. 

my sch at last has come to a normal pace. the past month has been so crazy that my body actually yelled at me and shut down on me last week and i left work early. then took a 3 day weekend. it was highly needed. what's also needed is my mini spring break 09! my best friend ever in life is coming to Orlando this saturday. and it is on! im so excited to see her. and reconnect with her. and uh. have her meet my friends and even more my boyfriend. i still love saying that...my boyfriend. anywho...
i adore kelly martin.

i feel like this is going to be a long week.

oh and im going to the bahamas with my boyfriend in may. the count down begins.

toto...thank you.

one more long week and then i'll be back to some normal life. hopefully. we'll see.
i am quite excited to know Fantasmic though. every one shall come see the tall chimaney sweep on his first night. :)

i've noticed a change in me.
good change mind you.
but a change none the less. more a change in my style, and in the way that i view my everyday and my life.
style wise my hair is totally different...and i love it. it's edgy and fun yet i can get away with it at work. plus it's not the same damn hair cut i've had for the past 7 years. so theres that. and my head band fixation i've had lately. some people hate. some call fierce. but i enjoy the brightly colored bands of color wrapping around my head. and hell as long as i (and my bf) think i look cute...then who the fuck cares? not i.
life wise i look at everyday differently. i'm def more in touch with the spiritual side of me. i talk to my angels everyday. and i know that no matter what situation im in...im in control. i meditate almost everyday. or do different breathing techniques that i do usually more than once a day. it helps me deal with my stress. with annoying/fake people that i have to work in close quarters with. it's helped make me a happier person. i more centered person. im in a much better place these days than i was a year ago when i first moved to o-town.
im so blessed to be where i am right now. people are looisng there jobs left and right in this country...and not only do i have a full time pretty secure job...i get paid to do what i love. dance! and play with kids. and play dress up and make believe. like how many people get to say that in this time of economic hurt? im sure not as much as we think. so im thankful for that. im thankful that i have a roomate that loves and cares for me so much. that i have so much fun with. and my kick ass apartment that i fall in love with more and more every day. and of course there is dusters. who is the greatest thing i've had happen to me in i dunno know how long. i look at him or think of him and im so content. i see a big future with him. i truly love him. i feel so complete right now. so happy. it hasn't been an easy 19 years. that's for sure. but im finally in a place of comfort. drama free (for the most part). happy. fun. loved. loving. ah...it feels amazing.

friends look around at what you have. what you've accomplished. what you've achieved. thank who ever it is you believe in. be it god. or the angel right next to you. or the statue that represents something greater.

xoxo? not so much

new casting brings on a different feel at work. Mondays were once upon a time what i looked forward to out of my week. it was an allstar cast. i usually started it and ending it my carpooling with sarah and bry which i adored. not so much any more. today was a good day. not bad really. just different. not the same monday i've had for the past few months. realizing how many little things are going to change made me a lil sad today. esp with my monkey partner. awesome! (im a bitch. sue me. )

i feel like i've been non-stop working. which for the most part is true. Cobra head last night was not nearly as hard as some made it out to be. i actually killed it. but im fierce anyways...so who really doubted me? oh right! the world. :) im really excited about learning fant! it's a totally different world than anything i've learned with this company. and i love it! i cant wait til i have my first night of show. expect a mass text stating that your ass better be there.

the only shitty thing about rehearsals is it puts a strain on my relationship because we dont hardly get to see eachother except at work. which really doesnt count. lets be real. and with him learning ESPN weekend (which im so proud of him for) and me in Fant! and both of us doing HSM in celebration...there is like no downtime. it sucks lil bit. but in the end im just blessed and thankful that i have someone like him in my life. and i know it's no big thing we'll be fine. just sucks for the time being.

my best friend in the universe is coming to Orlando march 28th-31st. and i couldnt be more excited. she's my soul mate. and she's awesome. and perfectly enough she's coming right in the middle of the week when Dusty is gonna be gone so in the midst of my depression of him being gone...i'll have her to perk me up and get me drunk. im peeing im so excited.

other than that all is well.
life is good. being in love is a dream. make every day full of peace. except when your kind of talking shit about people you danced with today on your public blog. oops. :/ you know you love me.


ps...
i hate erin and bry cause there going to nyc tomorrow.
f'in bitches.

it seems to be the curse of life that every time i have a day off it's either raining or too cold to go to the pool. which i've been craving to do for quite a few weeks now. im getting a lil frustrated with the weather and the weather man. let it be hot! and let me be off to enjoy it!
today has been filled with laundry sorting, washing, and folding...followed by putting them away...ugh. so annoying to be a house wife.

last night Dusty took me out to a really fun trendy resturant. Seito Sushi. it was so good! i've never had sushi before...i enjoyed it. it was so fun. romantic. he's such a prince. he spoils me and makes me feel so loved. im so lucky to have him. :)

tomorrow starts a really long week of Fant! rehearsal. so not ready to be a cobra head.

it's been a while since i last updated.
however im not sure how many people are going around bummed about there day because the devine devin did not update his blogspot. lol not many im sure.
however here we go...
valentines day came and went.
this was my first vd have someone speical in my life. and boy did he spoil me. he had a candle lit dinner outside my the fire under the stars. and it was perfect. with chill music playing in the background. the stars were shinning bright. it was seriously straight up out of the chick flick movie of the summer. i couldnt have been happier or more blessed. all the more reason i find dusty to be perfect.

i started learning Fant! today. boy that show is no joke. i felt a little overwhelmed at first. but in general im extremly excited about the experience and cant wait to get through the rehearsal process so i can just do the show.

oh and i still think im amazing.