I watched the Color Purple tonight. not gonna lie...I love the soul that black people have. esp at the end when there just going to town singing in the church. one day. ugh if only. such a powerful movie still almost 25 years later. and oprah..looks a mess. just gotta be honest.

been spending a lot of time just chilling at home. kelly's been busy being girlfriend and i've had the place to myself a lot. its good. updated my itunes with money i dont have. and got a lot of i guess you'd call it fall cleaning done. ready for the right audition to pop up online. i have a feeling, well i have hope that it'll come soon. change needs to come soon.

excited to see my aunt in nov. possibly going down to Ft.Lauderdale this up coming weekend. still debating if my piece of a car will make the 3 hour trip. eh even if it doesnt it'd be an adventure right? eh not one i really would like to take.

excited about Halloween this year. though i feel a little less popular than last year. seeings how i only have plans for 2 parties. one of which im hosting. :/ lame. but the 2 costumes i have planned are bananas.

bed now. tomorrow starts another long week of East High school spirit. how many times am i gonna graduate this damn school?

ps...year of doing HSM3 is just around the corner. god save us.

sparkling

i forget how therapeutic blogspot is. not only writing. but also just browsing for hours reading everyones blog. (which i've done the majority of the night.)

my life is the same. same boy 4. into toy 4. same EHS drama. and annoyances. same stresses about money and life. eh.

i find myself being obsessed with my dog. all he wants to do is play with me. and i love it. we play all night. im a sad cat lady. he's become my bestfriend. tell me its not creepy that i talk to him about life and ask his advice. he doesn't ever help. all he cares about is humping his toys. figures.

thank you Bry and your blog for suppling the soundtrack for my evening.

I find myself missing friends and friendships. I've drifted from a lot of people that i miss alot. a fault of nones. still sucks none the less. also find myself exploring old feelings again. feelings that were never really gone, but i wanted them to be. well see. a lot of people would and will disagree..but its ok. its my life. if im happy. thats truly all i care about.

i swear im not sick. but i cant breathe and now i have a tickle in my throat. this happens like 3 or 4 times a year. damn allergies. o v e r it.

my best friend in the whole wide world is moving to Ireland in a few months. Rebecca...and im so depressed about it. however i am kinda okay with it cause there is a direct flight from orlando to dublin...and she told me she'd fly me out there for my 21st...lets hope she means it. cause that'd be fucking amazing. turn 21 in a pub getting trashed with hot irishmen. done and done.

i wanna have rachel zoe's job. granted i have no schooling to back it up...but i feel like my degree in gay is far more qualified than any internship or college. just my opinion.

i decided my next tattoo. coming to a dev near you. soon. like really soon.